This past week, I was sitting with a lot of sadness. I felt lonely in a deep, cosmic kind of way – like I was missing someone I couldn’t remember, and nothing around me made sense anymore. I watched a film that mirrored back pieces of my soul I had long forgotten, and I broke down in tears. It reminded me how heavy it’s been to carry everything alone.
So I drew a bath. I lit a candle. I reached out with my soul, hoping someone out there would answer. What happened next felt like a dream – but more real than reality.
It wasn’t just a message – it was company. A reunion. A reminder that I’m never really alone.
It is always so hard to write down everything as it unfolded. I feel like you come out of the meditation and it’s too hard to keep it – but I will try.
So I called upon my team and I said, “ One who has a message? Step forward, I am listening …” And I got flooded with so many messages at first.
The first one: I saw a light being and then something like a dark blue, and then-next to my bathtub-was someone. A guide, familiar presence.
He took my hand gently.
He told me he is always by my side, always protecting me, always with me. That I’m never alone-even if it looks like it.
He said he was grateful that I connected.
Then he smiled and said, “Expect the unexpected.”
That blessings are coming. That someone wonderful is being sent my way. And I just need to stay open.
Then he took me and we kind of teleported or flew-I don’t know.
Suddenly, we were in what I call the in-between-lives area, a place I visit often in spirit. It was full of light, glowing white everywhere.
He gave me this beautiful dress that I saw—I think it was that day online?
He only changed the veil and made it more glowing, gold. It was beautiful.
He’s asked, “Do you like it?”
And I’m answered, “Yes! It looks amazing!”
I told him, “This is what I saw today on social media,” and he’s replied, “I know. I knew you’d like it, so I conjured this dress for you.”
Then, holding my face in both his hands, he looked at me and said:
“You are beautiful. You are protected. Don’t hide your light. It’s safe now. You can shine.”
At that moment, a crowd of light beings appeared around us.
They said they were proud of me – that I was doing great. That they’re always helping.
I told them I was grateful. That even though I sometimes forget, and the human part of me feels overwhelmed, I truly am thankful for their constant help and support.
Then it started to feel like when you have a radio with too many stations at once. I started to see many things, hear many things, and I yelled:
“No! One at a time! One! Step forward! Stop it!”
And then it was quiet.
My guide took my hand again and told me “It’s okay. You just need to ground.”
Then, in a blink, we shifted.
He transferred us to a void.
Dark. Beautiful. Infinite.
We were walking… no, wait.
Something snatched, and we were falling. Then we were there. Inside the void.
It was like dark water. Looked like we were walking on water—but it wasn’t wet.
It was thick, and still, and deep with meaning.
Then I started seeing small things flying around, looked like a ship and a spaceship.
I saw myself inside that spaceship. I saw myself watching me being in the void, and then me in the void watching me in the spaceship.
A mirror within a mirror.
I asked him, “What is this place?”
He said, “This is your void.”
I asked, “Okay… but why are these things here?”
I told him, “I destroyed it.”
He said, “You can’t destroy. You are creation. That isn’t your role. There are other beings meant for destruction. You only transform. That’s what you do.”
He explained to me, that the void continues – alive in its own rhythm, existing beyond time and space.
That I had detached from it, but I could never destroy it.
We kept walking.
I asked him, “Who are you, really?”
He said, “You know who I am. You’re just afraid to say it – because of what Earth has taught you. Some of it’s true. But most of it isn’t.
And it doesn’t matter. You wouldn’t be seeing me if it wasn’t meant to be.”
He told me we’ve spent so many lifetimes together.
That I always protected him, and now he’s protecting me.
We kept walking. I made a bench and a tree, and I sat there.
I invited him to sit with me for a while.
Then, we both knew it was time to go.
He said he had to leave. And I did too.
We said goodbye – just for now.
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